I'm drowning in my own tears,
being haunted by the unknown fears.
Fear upon fear, pain upon pain,
losing all the nerves, nothing to gain.
Cursing and torturing my vacant self,
too much pain, its breaking the shell.
Running away from all these doubts,
trying to escape or figure a way out.
Too much till now has been said and heard,
I've been burnt and the lessons are learnt.
Sitting in a corner with my hands tied,
tossing and turning but too tired to fight.
Battling with myself has left me bruised,
but the scars inside can never be soothed.
All this struggle will have no end,
tossing and turning won't even help.
Life deceives me and pushes me down,
gives a smirk and lets me drown!
