I wrote this poem 7 years ago after my mother passed away on 31st March 2006.
This was one of the first few poems I wrote. Sounds pretty kiddish at some points.
And oh that kid is me.
She
was a true reason to smile,
to
make others happy she would
travel
several miles.
She
was like a light in darkness,
would
snatch away all that sadness.
She
sacrificed, she compromised,
all
her life through,
a
gem of a person, so loyal and true.
Her
honesty and loyalty can never be measured,
her
moments with me, will always be treasured.
Her
laughter brought happiness in the air,
How much I miss her, I see her everywhere.
She
never complaint, how torturous was the pain,
all
those prayers, all went in vain.
Her
absence in the house is deeply felt,
with
all this stress, my heart seems to melt.
I
can’t figure out, what to do,
how to
manage things and my life too.
She didn't deserve to go away so early,
she
loved us all, so truly and deeply.
No
one can fill the emptiness she left,
its
getting tougher and tougher for me to accept.
My
heart inside, seems to shatter,
Her,
I need, nothing else matters.
I really
wish, to turn back time,
life
would then have, a reason to rhyme.
Why
GOD took her away from me,
we
were living the moments of
happiness
and glee.
So
strongly she believed, trusted HIM,
she
wanted to be happy, wanted to live.
HE
shattered her trust and ours as well,
such
a harsh reality, so hard to dwell.
Life
seems so impossible, to live it through,
I
really need someone, as special as You.
Oh,
how I wish to see you again,
the
tears have dried, my heart is in pain.